its my local but i feel a stranger

so.....
ihead down to the familier confines of the pub, a place where i used to be understood, wihtout saying a word.
so i am standing there not saying a word and their all looking at me and jabbering. and like normally, when i feel paranoid i take sollice in the fact that finally someone is thinking about me.
Anyway i am stood in the pub and i can see the lips moving but all i hear is 'Wah wah wah' and i am thinking about the broadband and all the people out there. And while i have had freinds here i always fet alone, but now the broadand brings us together. I have never felt close to anyone but now i am begining to....

now heres a start

so i stumbled across blogging and the wikipedia and the clarkenwell kids podcast, all by mistake or fate or somthing and anyway chords started chiming. and its rare for that level of excitment to descend on anyone from around here. Tidford is Small and sleepy village, nothing happend here. the wind had nothing to wisper.
I felt safe here, now the broadband has arrived and things are not the same here now. I no longer recognise this place as vanilla flavoured and candy coated as it once was. I need to go and rest now. its hard to cope knowing there are others like me out here....